Loving him was blue
58 0 We called it quits yesterday and I climbed in my bed and slept like a baby. They said goodbyes are hard but I could hardly feel anything. I woke up after 10 hrs of sleep and instantly rushed towards my canvas hoping that my art will allow me to sort through my feelings. […]
Last night I knew what to say
70 0 Words come easily to me. They are all I know of. But I often found myself tongue-tied around you. I remember you used to joke about how I, out of the people, should never be tongue-tied. But I couldn’t help it. Your presence caused such a turmoil of emotions in my heart that […]
Are we okay? (I never know)
57 0 I write about my grief and I have people texting me that it’s going to be okay. They send me voice notes telling me how much they love me, and how they show up with a bar of extra chocolate in their bag just in case they have to cheer me up with […]
Enough For You
23 1 Note: For a better experience, read this post while listening to ‘Enough For You’ by Olivia Rodrigo. It’s 5 am and I can’t sleep anymore. I get up and put on my track pants. It is chilly outside but I would freeze than reminisce again. Who heals heartbreaks better than Rodrigo, right? I […]
Damaged Perfection
32 1 I am done, I am done, I am doneeeI can’t keep going on like this. I’ve wasted my playlists over worst people,Please stop! My heart is full of needles,Frowns and tears have replaced my smiles,Am I that ugly and vile?Yes, I laugh but how can you not see it’s fake,You said you’d be […]
Rat Poison
32 0 On a winter afternoon, I watched this movie about two alcoholics who fell desperately in love but kept hurting each other over n over. Their love was poison and I couldn’t help but wonder, were we any different? John Green writes, ” You can love someone so much, but can never love them […]