Hypocrite? Me? NO
74 0 I think I am the world’s biggest hypocrite. I am happy in life. I am getting everything that I wanted and yet I turn back to those snippets of grief to stir up melancholy in my heart. I crave time and attention from my people and yet when I have them around, all […]
Loving him was blue
58 0 We called it quits yesterday and I climbed in my bed and slept like a baby. They said goodbyes are hard but I could hardly feel anything. I woke up after 10 hrs of sleep and instantly rushed towards my canvas hoping that my art will allow me to sort through my feelings. […]
Mirror Mirror on the wall
65 0 Today I was teaching science to my younger sister and I randomly recalled how my physics teacher once told me that mirrors are coated with aluminum. But I don’t think I agree. I walk by, and I don’t see a layering of polish and silver, rather I see a reflecting surface coated by […]
Last night I knew what to say
70 0 Words come easily to me. They are all I know of. But I often found myself tongue-tied around you. I remember you used to joke about how I, out of the people, should never be tongue-tied. But I couldn’t help it. Your presence caused such a turmoil of emotions in my heart that […]
Are we okay? (I never know)
57 0 I write about my grief and I have people texting me that it’s going to be okay. They send me voice notes telling me how much they love me, and how they show up with a bar of extra chocolate in their bag just in case they have to cheer me up with […]
Am I the problem?
51 0 I was a fairly popular kid in school, and I had a huge friend group who used to be there for me if I wanted to hang out. We survived covid, we finished our school online, and that’s how it ended. Currently, I have three acquaintances, and we catch up every four months. […]